We enjoyed an active and
even enviable lifestyle: retired, traveling
frequently, going to about six weekly meetings of various kinds, exercise and
yoga classes, meals out with friends, and numerous other social
activities--always "on the go." So "social distancing" caught
us by surprise. One night we experienced
some difficulty due to a convergence of conflicting needs--Steve's need to vent
and express his negative feelings before moving into acceptance, and Angie's need
to feel serene and "protect herself" from negativity. Fortunately we were able to discuss our
feelings so that we could better support each other. We have catalogued some things that are
helping us adapt to this "new normal" of relative isolation:
1.
Cherishing our marriage--
this is a time of intense gratitude for having each other, for being a couple,
for not being "home alone."
2.
Continuing our
individual morning spiritual practices and checking in with each other a couple
of times a day to discuss our process and reflections.
3.
Expressing and
being in touch with our feelings, which may fluctuate between things like anxiety, acceptance, fear, appreciation,
etc.
4.
Coming back to
"now", enjoying what there is to enjoy this day, and even allowing
ourselves to feel happy despite what is going on. Remembering that "This Too Shall
Pass".
5.
Keeping up some
activity, whether it be walks, biking, dancing to music, at-home yoga or other
exercise videos.
6.
Limiting the news
we take in to twice a day; we do want to be informed but we do not need it in
our consciousness constantly.
7.
Being of
service--reaching out to others, especially family and friends who are at home
alone.
8.
Relishing the
extra time to attend to long neglected household projects, establish order
where we can, read, not having to rush off somewhere.
9.
Taking advantage
of technology, websites, meditation apps, and zoom meetings to keep our
couples' group and other meetings alive.
10.
Finding comfort
in "normal" activities, such as cooking and cleaning our own home and
cars.
11.
Re-evaluating
what is really important to us. Did we
really need those travel plans, shopping trips, eating out, etc.? Now that our main priority is staying alive,
our perspective has drastically changed.
(Angie even canceled hair and nail appointments.)
12.
Enjoying this one
day and practicing constant gratitude for every single thing, no matter how
small. Our "guilty pleasure",
jokingly referred to as the "evening's festivities", consists of
escapist t.v. shows, and "whooping it up" by adding popcorn a couple
of times a week.
Steve and Angie McCord 3/19/20